school work are getting tougher and tougher,i am feeling really stress right now. simply hate the feeling to the core.
this week is terrible, have been mugging like almost everyday,studying and studying,not enough sleep. Even when i am sleeping , i cannot even sleep peacefully, my mind keep thinking about whether have i finished studying. But so what?in the end it dont pay off.Both mid-term tests has been dreadfully screwed up. The ecommerce test on wed, 45 mins to finish 6 long structured questions at 10 marks each.In the end cannot finish every questions and even i have answered, they are all last minute scribbling.The making sense of society test today is even worst. essay writing with the question "culture are best described as script in the play or a string attached to the puppet ".stunned by the question then blank.I dont even understand and know what i am writing.no quanity nor quality.sure fail terribly this time round.really is a make no sense paper.
i am so sad and scared,its really damn damn competitive in uni, no matter how much or hard i tried, hardwork dont seems to pay off. i know being bright and clever do play a part. but i am not, thus i need to keep up by at least revising. But sometimes results just wont show. damn it!!!
With the release of stats results, it truly reassure my point that even u are hardworking, its really not enough.=[
this is just mid-term test and the major exams will be coming soon.I cannot imagine how much stress i will be under then. 2 more tests and 4 projects are still waiting for me.
argggggg..i just detest and hate them.its just so sucky!!!!!
i need my motivation and i do need a break.as soon as possible.
i am dying.
{the riddle of red}
